The last couple of days I am really thinking of changing my life completely. I want to go in other directions, but I am really figuring out what exactly. I feel like I have been in the same place and habits for far to long.
Life consists of different periods of time. Between those periods you are searching, searching for a destiny, dream or another way to grow. My life had already several periods of time. There was a time, for example, when I was horse riding every day. Or that time when I loved every fashion magazine and I made clothes myself. It made me who I am today. At this moment, I feel like I am searching. Everyone feels like this sometimes, right? You want to go in other directions, to find out more about you. You can have so many interests, but what is it really, that you are living for? What gives you that much energy, that you feel like you can handle the world? Finding this out, isn’t easy. For me blogging, became a part of me. Just as horse riding. It gives me a purpose. A way to use my creativity. Creating your own content, gives me that energy. Suddenly doors opened, who I never expected to open. Although I am still searching, there are parts of me doubting and questioning, I feel like am coming closer to myself. Much better than last week.
So sorry, if this post was all over the place, but that is how my mind works sometimes. I really tried to makes this clear for you. I hope you will get something out of this.
~until next week, where we will meet again.