Stop asking for easy. This is on my mind lately. If there is one thing I can tell you about my life, I would tell you the parts where I was the happiest and full of energy. I would hide the parts where I felt miserable, afraid and lost. These parts are often forgotten, nobody speaks up or asks about it. If you are in a situation like that, I learned in my life that you are the only one who can change that. And that is not going to be easy. I am studying for almost 8 years now, from high school to college. I started at almost the lowest program at secondary education (kader) and now, 8 years later, I am studying to become a online marketer at Higher Vocational Education. This progress gave me 3 certificates, and I can tell you: this wasn’t easy. People are often asking: why do you do that? Why would you? Because doing that, made me happy. Happiness is not something you can buy or get from doing nothing. It is in you, in your heart. If you decide to take it. The parts, when you feel miserable or sad are the parts when you are learning the most. During my long study years, there where enough days that I felt miserable or unmotivated. Getting out of periods like that, made me feel stronger as a person. Life will test you, challenge you. Then you will learn the most.
xo ~ Esmée